Catching My Breathe

Hey there Hey!

Hope all is well with all this lovely Tuesday morning. It's nice and sunny on my side of the Empire. However there is always a calm before the storm - that is predicted this afternoon. (perfect blogging weather)

What I would like to share today as I link up to Ponder Wonders, Soul Food Monday is that sometimes, well a lot of times and quite more often lately I have been feeling anxious to let go! Let go of what I ask myself and it's hard to answer as I have to dig deep into ME once again after believing I was out of the bottomless pit in my soul known to me as my Abyss. Could it be that I found comfort in there? That I redecorated the Abyss? How did I get rid of all the dirt and webs that kept me bound for so many years....? Yep I am back at square one, or at least it is what it feels to be. I will say I am back at square one but this time with awareness and armor. I refuse to be consumed by guilt for resurfacing what I thought was dug deep in the grave. I will knock down and break through whatever walls were built and make room for my new garden of LOVE that will be planted with wisdom and watered by my JESUS, my GOD!

Now if you all knew me personally and for those of you who do, you'd know that I have always wished I could attach music to my post! Grrrrrr since I have yet to figure that one out, I will be sharing with you what I JAM out to, to get myself motivated. It's my new anthem and it put the words together easily for me. Hope you enjoy!

Catch my Breathe - Kelly Clarkson

I don't wanna be left behind

Distance was a friend of mine

Catching breath in a web of lies

I've spent most of my life

Riding waves, playing acrobat

Shadowboxing the other half

Learning how to react

I've spent most of my time

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that

Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

Addicted to the love I found

Heavy heart, now a weightless cloud

Making time for the ones that count

I'll spend the rest of my time

Laughing hard with the windows down

Leaving footprints all over town

Keeping faith kinda comes around

I'll spent the rest of my life

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that

Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

You helped me see

The beauty in everything

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of this show

Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told what's supposed to be right

Catch my breath!

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that

Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now (it's all so simple now!)

Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show

Now that you know, this is my life, I won't be told it's supposed to be right

Catch my breath, no one can hold me back, I ain't got time for that

Catch my breath, won't let them get me down, it's all so simple now

Well hello there and happy Monday! I hope everyone is doing quite fine this morning. I am definitely enjoying Spring Break with my children and also loving the extra time I get to meditate!

For today's link up with Soul Food Monday's, I found a poem that inspired me and I related too. When I first started this blog my intentions were always to share with others in hopes that I can help or offer a smile to anyone all over the world. To share tips and tricks I come across to help make life a bit easier and to share my story as a being and maybe set an example to others or receive insight from wise souls.

So today I want to share with you that I have been meditating! I had been on and off for almost a year until I began about a month ago to really do it everyday at least once. There is something about those 15 minutes. It's just so fulfilling. It's peaceful at times but mostly clear. It has allowed me to tap into feelings I didn't know I still had and although I may be nervous I am also excited to finally confront them and be able to walk away soon and let go! (balloons, balloons!!!)

I feel that I am in a point in my life where I know what I want and am willing to do what I have to, to get it. (one step at a time) I have already accepted that I have to LOVE MYSELF and get to KNOW MYSELF first in order for life to fall into place. Sometimes its so hard that you kind of need that moment of silence so you can truly hear within yourself what is your inner peace. I am on that journey and prepared for any of the bad that will resurface because I know it will result for all GOOD! Meditating has given me that opportunity for growth. Thank you to my Mother of Pearl, that introduced this insight to self spiritual growth. Hope you guys enjoy the poem!

xoxo

A Spiritual Journey

© Wind Walker

Across from the mountains,

A little house sits in the tree's,

I'm lost in tranquility,

As my soul tries to breath.

White clouds moving slowly,

The breeze a calm still,

I'm caught in the moment,

As my heart starts to heal.

A piece of me,

In the startling blue sky,

As I spread my wings,

My soul starts to fly.

I fly to unknown places,

Where pain and hurt once dwelled,

As the memories flow pass me,

My eyes start to swell.

Tear drops drip slowly,

Down my cheeks,

The wind wipes them dry,

And gives me some peace.

Soaring so free,

Over water and land,

My Spirit Guide gently,

Takes me by my hand.

He shows me what was,

And what's meant to be,

And why my life,

Is so important it seems.

A long soar,

Like the eagle high,

I bow my head,

And I start to cry.

Back on the land,

Across from the tree's,

I began to realize,

What healing means.

It mean's not to forget,

Let the past flow,

Of all the horrors,

One soul had to go.

To take the strengths,

And apply them to life,

Is a valuable lesson,

I've learnt this flight.

Alone in the sunset,

I watch it go down,

When I finally realize,

What peace I have found.

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